I can vividly picture the walls
I built around myself and my heart.
How it was difficult to open up,
yet I decided to give them
a chance due to their incessant pleadings.
I allowed them to break down my defences.
But what did they do?
They rather shattered
and drained me completely.
My mouth is sour.
is all I have of them.
I have become public ridicule.
I laugh at times when I remember.
I am the epitome of disgrace.
And I accept it.
You know why?
Because love isn’t real to me.
It is just a prank